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Adis, ados, Adilla Latifa Adisti
05 July 2009 @ 06:25 pm
Chapter 2 : My heart ache

Yunho’s POV

“AHH!! It hurts yoochun-hyung!!” I nearly cried, the pain is unbearable.

He just chuckled and continue wiping my wounds. He sat on the wood chair, and i lay on the bed.

“Stay still Yunho. If you want your cute face back tomorrow, just hold the pain”

I blushed hearing his words. No one call me cute before. I kept staring at his handsome face, but suddenly he stopped.

“Why did you stop ?” I asked confused.

“Yunho-ah, can i spend the night? It is already 10 pm. It’s ok if i have to sleep on the sofa. I don’t mind”

“What are you talking about? Of course you will sleep on the bed! We both can fit the bed, it looks pretty big!”

“O..okay then, i guess i have to make a phone call now.”

“Sure, take your time”

I smiled when he left the room, but that smile dissapeared as i feel the stinging pain on my face and hand. Oh crap!

I immideatly go to my drawer beside the cupboard. I take a bottle from the highest drawer, and take 2 pills. I eat them hurriedly. Then i go back to the bed, and pretend to lay down.

I sighed. Gladly i eat them on time. Why must they attacked me like that? Did i done something wrong? It looks like that they hate me so much. Especially Junsu, i can see hatred on his eyes.

“YAH!! You are daydreaming!! Wake up! Earth to Yunho~” I just pout and he smile.

He bought 2 glass of milk and hand me one of the glass, “Here, drink this. You will feel a lot better. By the way, what were you thinking?”

“Nothing, just wondering why that Junsu really hates me?”

He hestitated a little, “Maybe you did something that bothered him. Talk to him if you really want to know.”

“I will hyung, thanks for today! Let’s go sleep now.”

“Nah! You just avoid the medicine right? You can’t Yunho! The wound will not heal soon. Here, hold your arms.”

I just pouted seeing his father-ness. Right now, i’m used to it. He then cupped my face slowly.
I just wondering, why he is very nice towards me.

*******

Junsu’s POV

At Junsu’s apartment

“I’m home” i said on tired voice

“Ah, Junsu. You finally home. How was school?”

I just ignored my older brother and went to the kitchen to grab some drink. The earlier incindent still bothered me. A lot.

“Junsu? What happened? You look like someone who wants to die tomorrow. What’s with the frown on your ugly face?” he said while entering the kitchen.

I replied in annoying tone and drink my orange juice “ Very funny. Just shut up hyung! “
He sighed. “Alright, tell me when you’re not angry. I cooked dinner, eat after you done showering.”

“ I will. Thanks, hyung”

I go to my room on the 2nd floor. It is across my brother’s room.

I smiled as i entered my room. The reason is, the big photo on the wall. My herat ache seeing that pictures. My room’ colour is sky blue, pretty bright color actually. It’s my brother choice, i prefer black or grey. But he insist using sky blue. He knows that i hate sky blue. My bed is on the corner of my room. The cupboard is beside the bed and a small mirror is placed across the room. The door to the bathroom is beside the mirror.

I grabed my towel and heading towards the bathroom.

“Ahh..” I moaned in delight. Cold shower is the best when you were angry.
After done showering, i dried myself and exit the bathroom.

Knock.. Knock

“Junsu,, are you done showering?”

“I am hyung. Just wait a little, you can eat first if you are hungry”

“It’s alright. I’ll wait for you. Just hurry”

I wear my black t-shirt and grey pants. Soon, i go to dining room and sat on the brown chair.
“What’s dinner hyung?”

He said while hand me a bowl of rice“Just chicken and rice.”

“Hyung..” I said, unsure.

I continued “Do you remember..”
 
 
Adis, ados, Adilla Latifa Adisti
27 May 2009 @ 10:17 am
“Take that you worthless person! A person like you is useless in this world! Better world without you! You piece of shit!” Jaejoong yelled while he kicked the other man’s pliant body.

“ Please stop! Please! W..What do y..you want?I...I think I didn’t do anything wrong to you. Please stop Jaejoong!” The other man asked and began crying while keep staring to the ground.

“ YOU?? How dare you called Jaejoong by his name? Looking at your ugly face makes me mad all time. Lift your head you slut! I want to see your ugly face after beaten up by us.” Junsu yelled and lift Yunho’s collar roughly.

Yunho’s face is full of bruised and wet because of his tears. But his handsome face is still can be clearly seen.

Jaejoong’s heart suddenly stop.

He is shocked.

‘How can his face looks really handsome and he looks really fragile. It looks like that my heart is telling me to protect him, but.. but.. ‘ Jaejoong thought.

“Ha! Your face is very ugly right now! I want to punch you again and again!” Junsu yelled.

‘Huh, his face is not as good as mine! Why he cares Yunho very much? Right now i just want to destroy his so-called handsome face!’ Junsu hissed under his breath.

Junsu ready to land his fist on Yunho’s already bruised face, when someone’s shout stopped him.

“ STOP! Stop that you bastard!” The other man came running and hug Yunho tight. He hug Yunho and then dried Yunho’s tears with his hands. The other man is shorter than Yunho, but he looks more masculine.

Junsu and Jaejoong frown at the scene in front of them.

‘Why must he hug Yunho like that? Is Yunho very special to him?’ Jaejoong thought.

‘Oh shit, here he comes’ Junsu thought.

“Are you okay Yunho?” asked Yoohun concerend.

“I’m okay Yoochun-hyung,,, aah!” Yunho feel pain on his face when Yoochun dried his tears.
Seeing that Yunho is really suffering from the pain, Yoochun’s anger began to rise.

“ YOU! How can you people don’t have heart? How can you bully him? He didn’t do anything to you. He didn’t do anything wrong.” Yoochun angrily shout.

“Stop Yoochun-hyung, I’m really okay. Don’t shout at them like that. I must have done something wrong, this is all my fault.”

“Yeah, Yoochun! You heard that right? He DID something that annoy us. Right Jaejoong?”

“Yes. He did something that makes me angry.”

“And what it is?” asked Yoochun.

“You don’t have to know, it’s none of your bussiness. Let’s go Junsu” Jaejoong start walking away. On his voice there is a tint jealous and anger.

“What? We leave? Now? I still want to play with that weak man and his guardian, seems fun..” Junsu seems very confused.

“Junsu. Leave. Now” Jaejoong said in his low voice. That really scare Junsu, so he just followed him.

After Jaejoong and Junsu left. Yoochun carry Yunho and put him on branch near the park. Now is autumn, but today the sun is not going out on this evening, it feels a little cold. Yoocun put his blazer around Yunho’s body. Yoochun just smile seeing Yunho shocked expressions.

Yoochun POV’s

“Are you really okay Yunho? Did they hurt you so bad? Do you want to go to hospital? Do you..”

“I’m okay hyung. Really! You should wear your blazer, it is getting cold. I’m okay!” said Yunho and show his charming smile. He tried to pull of the jacket, but he failed because of the pain and pouted like a chiled.

I just smile seeing his cuteness. He is very adorable.

“What did you do Yunho? Why they suddenly attacked you?” I asked, curious. He usually doesn’t mess up with anyone. My smiling face suddenly changed.

“I didn’t do anyting to them, actually..” uttered him.

“So why don’t you let me fight them? They are hurting you Yunho!”

“Because i know if i told you the truth, you will get mad, and i don’t want a fight to happen.”

“Aggh! You really really makes me mad!!”

He is such an angel.

“I’m sorry Yoochun-hyung. But i wonder, have i done something wrong? I guess i’ve never talked to Jaejoong and Junsu before this. I hope now, they don’t hate me anymore.”

“You’re very naive Yunho, they will bully you again if you never fight them back.”

“Thanks hyung. But i know that hyung will always protect me right?” he asked with his innocent smile on the handsome face.

“It’s not a compliment Yunho.But you got the point i will always at your side” I said and pinch Yunho’s cheek lightly. The other man just laugh at the simple gesture. After awhile, he drift asleep with his head on my lap.

‘I wish i can always stay at your side, but for now.. it’s impossible’

Jaejoong POV’s

Night at the Kim’s Mansion

I sat on a big comfy chair. I suppose to read the book in my hands for the essay homework.

But now, i really can’t concentrate. The incident earlier kept repeating on my head.

How can that person still defend me and Junsu, after we beat him up like that. And his bruised face is still looks very handsome. NO Jaejoong! How can you think about him like that? He is just another boring nerd!

“HYUNG!”

“Whaat? You don’t have to shout Kibum! I’m not deaf.” I said, frustated.

“You are not deaf? Yeah right, this is the 5th time i called you, hyung!” That’s right actually. I didn’t notice him enter my room either.

I asked in annoyed tone “What do you want? Tell your bussines and leave.”

“Hyung is no fun! Alright, i just want to inform you, that father will not back until next month, and he gave us some money on our own bank account. But he said don’t spend all of them.”

“So that old man is leaving again? Good. Now, you can leave. I have many things to think about.”

“As you wish hyung. But hyung, do you, know.. Park Yoochun and Jung.. Yunho?”

“Park Yoochun? I know him. I hate him. He act like hero when i and Junsu bullied Yunho. Why?”

“Nothing, just curious. So, you bullied Yun.. WHAT? You bullied YUNHO? WHY?”

I frowned a little “Chill man, that Jung Yunho is getting on my nerves. But that Yoochun come on the right time. I have to avenge him”

“Hyung, just leave that poor people alone. I heard there is a new hot guy on the 3rd year right now. Why don’t you flirt with him?”

“Umm.. sounds really fun. Thanks for the news”

“Just don’t touch that 2 people, i hear Yoochun has an overprotective boyfriend. Alright then, good night hyung” Kibum walked out and slammed the door. I just frown and confused at that man’s behaviour.

‘What’s wrong with him? He seems weird. Nah, just go sleep now’

I crawled to my bed, and cover myslef with the purple blanket. Somehow, i can’t stop thinking about that Yunho. God damn it! What spell that made me fall into his trap (A/N : Mirotic).
 
 
Adis, ados, Adilla Latifa Adisti
09 April 2009 @ 02:00 pm
More Misunderstanding

Rating : PG15
Pairing : Yunchun, Yunjae, Jaemin, Yoosu, Bumchun, Minbum, Yunbum
The genre is : Drama, Romance, Comedy.

Jung Yunho – A nice and kind person.He is on 2nd year of Senior High School. He is very smart but very naive and thinks that everyone is kind and trustable. Little did he know, his attitude makes a lot of person fall in love with him.

Park Yoochun – A straight A student who doesn’t care for people around him, but 2 persons on his school. He is on 3rd year of Senior High School. He hates Junsu and Jaejoong. He has a secret that anyone don’t know.

Kim Jaejoong – An arrogant and sensitive person. He is the same class as Yunho. He hates Yunho because everyone likes Yunho. He is very rich. He has a brother, Kibum. He is rude to everyone except Kibum and Junsu.

Kim Junsu – Jaejoong’s best friend. A rude and mean person. But inside, he is really fragile and sensitive. He only use his mask to prevent anyone hurt him. He never cares for anybody until a person shows up in his black and white life, and bring more colors.
Kim Kibum – An Honest and shy person. He is really different from his brother. Even so, he loves his brother very much. He even willing to sacrefice something that is really precious for him.

Shim Changmin – A possesive and romantic person. He is really possesive towards anyone he loves. And he is egoistic too. But he is a really understanding person, and willing to sacrefice his happiness for anyone he treasures.
Prologue

“ The reason why i did all these things to you. It’s because i love you. This is the only way i can get closer to you without everyone realize. In past, now, and forever i will always love you. Even you will never know my real feeling towards you. But now it only cause unberable pain to you. Now, all just i can say is..I’m Sorry ”

“Stop that! You don’t deserve him! He is such an angel. You hurt him so many times before, but he always forgive you, how can you’re very cruel towards him? You know what? I hate you from the bottom of my heart. Now and forever! Don’t ever think to come near him again!”
 
 
Adis, ados, Adilla Latifa Adisti
26 December 2008 @ 09:40 pm
^________________^
today is dbsk 5th anniversary~~
yaaayy!! 5 years~
they are all still the same~ still very cool and handsome~ *squeal*
i haven't make dbsk's picture for their birthday T__T
but i did junsu's!

here it is~

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Adis, ados, Adilla Latifa Adisti
14 October 2008 @ 09:00 pm
first,, T___T
huwaa,,, i can't really take care of this acc~
actually is my sister's
but she told me to take care of this,, ~
by the way~ i had order mirotic,, but not yet come~
my mirotic,,, please come~~